I was promised the thunder. All I got was an earthquake that tore my foundation in two. Followed by a tsunami for years, of fears, and tears.
All I ever wanted was love and approval. Ignoring my intuition, I cradle the empty gaping space in my heart; where my trust and love for you once laid to rest. I can't make sense. I can't understand the truth. All of the words,time,space and things we gave each other freely - seem worthless. I … Continue reading Things
If everything in this world is disillusioned. Take me back to a moment I know was real. Where the stars were bright and the tree canopy magic. The air so light it was almost as though I could float. Flickering fire lights danced across our faces. And a reached out strong hand led the way … Continue reading The Moments We Keep
I hate that I sleep on your side of the bed. I hate that I miss our midnight kiss. I hate that I count my ice. I hate that my heart was just a thing you felt you could purposefully tear apart.
I wish I would have known that while I was busy building our home; you were only playing house.
Trees have lyrically galvanized around to allow me not to care. My beauty is rare.
"If I haven't told you already, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. I've never had it so good. I want to put a ring on it. I love you." Undulate. Qumran. Brazen. I want to forget.
I no longer regret a single shout or broken glass. In fact, I yearn to burn everything you ever touched. Even if that fire is directed on self.
Trapped in a memory of a time so innocent and obscure. Filled with passion and promise. A hope for more. A hope... built in what could have been, the last first kiss.
Everytime I ignored my instincts, changed my appearance, and hid my voice... I abandoned my one true love. I'm sorry my love. I hear you now. The fierceness and bravery within your voice. I see you now. The wholeness of being perfectly imperfect. I feel you now. The love and creativity that exudes from soul. … Continue reading The Most Important Love Letter